Friday, 28 February 2014

Entry 2

Memories are strange little things. You may not remember a friends' birthday, but you remember the colour shirt you were wearing two years ago.

I would say my fondest memory was not that long ago. I was in Acting, performing a scene, blah blah. And the scene (we (me, Jesse, Zara, Ellie, Avery, Rachel) made up) called (by called I mean I decided) to be a servant girl (I'm cool with playing different roles). Last minute decision was for me to wear a skirt. So we did the scene and every time I appeared on stage, the audience would laugh, which was one of the greatest feelings ever. We finish the scene and there's a really cute boy in my class (I've discovered he's kind of a jerk) (me from three months later: no he's not) and they all said I was great. Which was pretty cool, I've been 'adopted' as the class favourite it seems.

My least...fondest memory I suppose was also not that long ago. What caused this is never to be spoke of again. I'm not even saying it here. So that happened, and then I tried to kill myself, and aggravated my wrist. Yeah. The end.

My memory is pretty horrible, so my earliest memory is like in year four or something, where sometimes people got little jobs like tell person X to come to the office, or whatever. So I was going to get someone or something like that up in the rooms that had a sliding wall between them, and I remember walking back. That's really it. I think there were leaves on the ground everywhere and it was just really pretty.

Here's a pretty cool video. I learnt some things. I'll leave you guys with this. Goodnight! Or day, whatever lifts your skirt.

Entry 1

So. Here we are. Just me and you.

Note: this whole blog will most likely be filled with suicide mentions, self harm mentions, etc

I decided to make this blog as a... a diary. There we go. I was inspired by my good friend Jesse, so look at her blog. Umm... well so my name is Guy. Really. Take some time to get all the "He's such a cool guy" etc jokes out of your head.

Done? No?

How about now? Cool. So yeah Guy, physically 14, mentally 20, and I live in Australia. I'm pretty sure I've been through way too much than I should have at my age.

A really big thing I hate, is how far back we are. It's 2014. We should have flying cars, and every family has a rocketship of something. But no. We're still arguing about women's rights, gay rights, hell even ethnic rights! What is going on?

Anyway so the most important thing you need to know about me is that I wear a fedora. No I am not a brony, or a 'nice guy'. I am an insane, suicidal, young male. So far, I have been within an inch of death twice, and twice more I've almost committed suicide. I've tried self harm once, and I'm thinking about doing it again.

Off the triggering stuff, I'm a member of many fandoms. From Doctor Who, to Free!, to Adventure time. Um... what else to say? What has happened to me lately? Well I haven't got a crush, never had one, uh... *awkward*. I'm a writer! Well, sort of. I always start stories and never finish them. I have written one story that I finished today for Creative Writing. I don't really know what else to say here. So I'll just leave. Goodnight! Or day. Whatever lifts your skirt.