Entry 10

Oh hey. Entry ten. What an anniversary. I recently got back from camp, which was totally unexpectedly good. I'm feeling emotionally dead right now so excuse a lack of emotion in this.

We went to... somewhere near Port Hacking to a youth works camp thing.

Day one: we arrived, and are food for like two hours. We then go to seperate groups for seperate activities. We (group f) did sailing first, which I didn't do, and it was okay, cause I just fished with a hand reel the whole time. We then moved onto archery, which I like. I got 1/a possible 45 the first time, then I got an 18/45 (because I hit the bullseye somehow). We then ate a dinner of lasagne. After dinner we played a weird version of capture the flag with four groups. White ended up winning by cheating. Pink, my group, should have won.

Day two: we had cereal and toast and bacon for breakfast. We then did 'personal discovery' which was just talking about emotional intelligence. Then we had lunch of make your own sandwich. We then did a navigational hike which was terrifying. I slipped so many times. When it was me and my friends' turn to lead we couldn't find the third thing. The people before is couldn't fine theirs either. We then had dinner of something-or-rather. After dinner was trivia night, where my group came third. We ruled the music and fandom sections.

Day three: we had breakfast of cereal and pancakes (they loved their cereal). After that we did more 'personal discovery'. Then, we did indoor rock climbing which was pretty damn good considering I used to be afraid of heights. Lunch of burgers followed. We got on the bus and headed home.

So yeah that was my camp experience of this year to the zero people who read this anyway.

Good night, or day, which ever gives you emotional intelligence.

Entry 8.5

Entry nine will be up soon, you can count on that. I've decided that I'll do half entries where I'll put a story idea that I've been thinking about and you guys (all three of you) can send me feedback!

Anyway so the story is about twins, named Xavier and Xanthia. One of them dies at like seven and because they're twins and have weird connections and whatever, the alive twin can talk to ghosts and such. I don't know what happens after that though. Maybe a strong murderous ghost comes and they have to try to stop it. Idk.

Entry 9

So I've decided to settle into a two posts a month whatever-the-word-is. I don't know how long it'll last, but eh. 

Last week, I auditioned for a local production of High School Musical. Only 12-25 year olds could audition. I auditioned for Ryan Evans. I didn't get him (the person who got him is a NIDA (national institute of dramatic arts) student, so go figure) but I did get Jack Scott, a character who only seems to be in the stage version of hsm. He's the announcer, otherwise known as 'the velvet fog of east high'. I'm pretty excited, as my first audition I got a minor part. Yay! The first rehearsal is next Tuesday. 

Have I mentioned my French knitting? I started in year four (five years ago what the heck) and I've not done much but I do have this really long one. 

And this is on a queen size bed, mind you. 

I went to the first rehearsal. It was pretty fun. Kinda difficult though.

Anyway so on Monday I decided to go to the beach with some friends. I did some witchcraft with my friend Claire, and we explored the rocks too. Claire almost kILLED ME by that I mean I slipped and my knee started to bleed. I collected a bunch more shells too.

Alright on Saturday I went and say Lorde. She was incredibly good, and I got a shirt. Yea

I was rereading my first few posts on here and I just... *shudder*  Bleh

I watched the first episode of Love Stage!! (If you're into boys love highly recommend) and decided to read the manga. Very very good. 

So goodnight, or day, whatever raises your hopes for humanity.

Entry 8

Shells.

Until recently I haven't really liked shells. I mean, they were there, and they're pretty and whatever, but I'd never really noticed them before. 

About two weeks ago, as school sport. I went to the beach with Ruby, Jesse and Claire, who didn't come that week because she was sick. Anyway I decided to collect some shells, and have a little shell trading business where I would trade shells with other people to make my collection better. I collected a bunch, and here they are.

The beach in general is like the shells. I never really liked the beach. I never really liked going outside. But when I first did beach walking last year, I loved it. Well actually I didn't. There was this one time where I had a teacher I absolutely hated and so me and a friend skipped it. We did sports detention then and it was actually pretty alright. We got in trouble for it, but eh. I thought about suicide then. Ooo, sorry to bring down the mood there. 

So yeah this year I really liked beach walking with my friends. And I collected the shells, yeah. It was fun. 

That's it for now. Goodnight, or day, whatever makes you happy.

Entry 7

So. Uh...
I feel like a person who hasn't played with their toy for awhile who suddenly decides to.
Last week I had the pleasure of going to Melbourne. It was quite enjoyable. We went because of singing, and we participated in the Melbourne Eisteddfod. Of course, my choir wONONNNNNNN
We went to really overpriced restaurants and it was okay.
AND THE LIBRARY!!! HIGHLIGHT OF THE TRIP!!!
We went to the library yeah and I read the first seven pages of the Odyssey. Did I mention I love Greek mythology? Yeah I love it. The library was so big, and full of information...
Anyway it was great. Um yeah pics!
Which I can't do currently apparently but I'll do that soon. Goodnight, or day, whatever floats your self esteem.

Entry 6

So I haven't written anything in the past... Five weeks????? Whoops whatever so I've been meaning to write yeah. So we had music camp three weeks ago and it was pretty great. Have I said I sung before? Probably anyway it was really fun and we started to learn one of my favourite songs: Alice's Theme by Danny Elfman. It sounds really great! And we also started to learn Hall of Fame and this weird Tha Thin Tha song that's like tribal or something.
Also my friend Ruby went and we (plus others) were racing down the climby thing and then she fell off! It was horrendous. She ended up with a broken shoulder :(. Yeah

It was Easter two days ago!!!!!!
Mm and I have so much chocolate I need to eat and have eaten. I also have this game now, that I've been ADDICTED to. It's relatively new. It's called fire emblem awakening. It's sO GOOD!!!!!

Also two weeks ago Friday, GLAM was held. (Globe lane art markets) I had helped set up the event for the past five weeks.
It was so fun!!! There were even fire twirlers at the end and one of them was really cute!!!!!

Ye

On the subject of movies I've seen Cloudy with a chance of meatballs 2, divergent, and the Lego movie so far. It's been pretty great. They were all pretty good, but divergent was nothing like the book :(.

I think that's all.
Goodnight, or day, whatever floats your boat.

Entry 5

Okay okay so since I haven't updated in forever, I'm doing another one. It will be short. Yes.

I don't really have a crush, but there is the CUTEST BOY (and I can say that because he doesn't know about this blog lol) in my Acting and Creative Writing class. I had a conversation with him actually.

Chat Conversation Start Thursday 7:50pm HELLO 3 hours ago Are you related to a Max? Haha not that I know of 2 hours ago Oh ok because there's a boy named max and apparently his last name is Wilcox at my singing Also you're a really good actor and really funny Riiight You are Ha cheers bro You too Oh thanks! I dont know about that though Chat Conversation End

mm yeah thats my post lol bai goodnight! or day, whatever lifts your skirt.

Entry 4

Ok so I haven't made a post in many moons. I'm sorry. I'll make this one really long with all the things that are swirling around in my head.
So friends. I have a couple. There are the Pandas, called that cause they sit next to the bamboo, just the group which doesn't really have a name that usually sits in a corner of behind A block but now sits at F block because buILDERS. Yeah. Hmm... So far I've lost two best friends. One was like year 4, her name being Selina. That was due to the fact that she was a MASSIVE BIATCH. The second was last year, her name being Heidi. THAT was due to a miscommunication. My current best friend is a girl named Ruby, who is a TOTAL HIPSTER, but she's really nice except that she slaps me for calling her a hipster WHICH SHE IS. yeah

So the pandas include; Ellie, who is a crazy greek girl; Zara, who is an ANGEL SOFT HAIRED GIRL; Harriet, who is weird and has a humongous family; Kai, who is a VERY SHORT person we ship with Harriet; Athena, who is currently at a different school; Ruby, who is a subway girl; Claire, who is a mother-hen; Chanse, who is a person that has many issues; Jamilla, who married the embodiment of Anime; and Lucy, who is just insane.

The other group includes; Jeremy, who constantly forgets his violin; Segway, who is a shady canadian; Michelle, who is a michelle-sized gymnast; and Ruby, who I already talked about.

yeah

Um well extra curriculars! I do solo singing, piano, boy's group singing, choir, and musical theatre, all at the same place. I love to sing, and I used to do dancing. I've been singing for eight years now. I was dancing for eight too. ye

um

well

yeah bai
goodnight! or day, whatever lifts your skirt

Entry 3

I JUST STUBBED MY PINKY TOE ON A WALL SEND HELP

Ok so what I planned to say before I ALMOST BROKE MY TOE was about parties. Last night I went to my first stereotypical teenage party. There wasn't alcohol or drugs but the carpet was stained twice! Oh and a weeping angel was taken down, but whatevs. So yeah I went to a close friend of mine, Athena, 's party. There were fancy lights and music was like constantly playing. It was pretty loud. We had ice cream cake.

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So now this is obsessed with bold, so bold it is! 

Um yeah and today I went to a friends house because my mother was talking with other adults about fundraising for Melbourne. Did I tell you I sing? I don't think I did. So yeah I sing with a place called Southern Lights Vocal Academy, where I do private singing lessons, boys group, choir, musical theater, and piano. I also do acting classes. Woo! In singing we're planning to go to Melbourne to sing! Yay! I'm pretty excited.

My mum was like lets get pizza tonight! And I was like

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But then later she was like LOL JOKES and I was like

:(

BUT THEN SHE SAID AGAIN LETS HAVE PIZZA AND I WAS LIKE

QUIT PLAYING GAMES WITH MY HEART WOMAN 

Mmm so I'll leave you with that peeps! Goodnight! Or day, whatever lifts your skirt. 

Entry 2

Memories are strange little things. You may not remember a friends' birthday, but you remember the colour shirt you were wearing two years ago.

I would say my fondest memory was not that long ago. I was in Acting, performing a scene, blah blah. And the scene (we (me, Jesse, Zara, Ellie, Avery, Rachel) made up) called (by called I mean I decided) to be a servant girl (I'm cool with playing different roles). Last minute decision was for me to wear a skirt. So we did the scene and every time I appeared on stage, the audience would laugh, which was one of the greatest feelings ever. We finish the scene and there's a really cute boy in my class (I've discovered he's kind of a jerk) (me from three months later: no he's not) and they all said I was great. Which was pretty cool, I've been 'adopted' as the class favourite it seems.

My least...fondest memory I suppose was also not that long ago. What caused this is never to be spoke of again. I'm not even saying it here. So that happened, and then I tried to kill myself, and aggravated my wrist. Yeah. The end.

My memory is pretty horrible, so my earliest memory is like in year four or something, where sometimes people got little jobs like tell person X to come to the office, or whatever. So I was going to get someone or something like that up in the rooms that had a sliding wall between them, and I remember walking back. That's really it. I think there were leaves on the ground everywhere and it was just really pretty.

Here's a pretty cool video. I learnt some things. I'll leave you guys with this. Goodnight! Or day, whatever lifts your skirt.

Entry 1

So. Here we are. Just me and you.

Note: this whole blog will most likely be filled with suicide mentions, self harm mentions, etc

I decided to make this blog as a... a diary. There we go. I was inspired by my good friend Jesse, so look at her blog. Umm... well so my name is Guy. Really. Take some time to get all the "He's such a cool guy" etc jokes out of your head.

Done? No?

How about now? Cool. So yeah Guy, physically 14, mentally 20, and I live in Australia. I'm pretty sure I've been through way too much than I should have at my age.

A really big thing I hate, is how far back we are. It's 2014. We should have flying cars, and every family has a rocketship of something. But no. We're still arguing about women's rights, gay rights, hell even ethnic rights! What is going on?

Anyway so the most important thing you need to know about me is that I wear a fedora. No I am not a brony, or a 'nice guy'. I am an insane, suicidal, young male. So far, I have been within an inch of death twice, and twice more I've almost committed suicide. I've tried self harm once, and I'm thinking about doing it again.

Off the triggering stuff, I'm a member of many fandoms. From Doctor Who, to Free!, to Adventure time. Um... what else to say? What has happened to me lately? Well I haven't got a crush, never had one, uh... *awkward*. I'm a writer! Well, sort of. I always start stories and never finish them. I have written one story that I finished today for Creative Writing. I don't really know what else to say here. So I'll just leave. Goodnight! Or day. Whatever lifts your skirt.